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Friday, May 31, 2002 I swear...some people are just way too weird. Here's more of thoseGoogle referrals:1. pics of me raping my sister- The fact that you raped your sister is bad enough but gawd..you even had the audacity to take pictures? Shame on you!!! 2. getting even ex girlfriend pics - getting even with your ex can't be seen in pictures sweetie. 3. manila girl sex gro- tsk tsk tsk. I saw 40 days and 40 nights last Wednesday. Lots of boobs. But very funny! Honestly, i think a guy can survive 40 days without sex...but without masturbation? or even kissing? Uh-uh no way no how! Josh Hartnett is cute...but not gorgeous like Hugh Jackman. Bunny @ Friday, May 31, 2002
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Thursday, May 30, 2002 WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! i was looking at my referrals and found:1. Judy+Ann+Santos+scary- She is? whhyy?!?!? 2. lola+bunny+sex+pics- For the record, I'm no lola. Sex pics you say? Sorry dude, you're not THAT lucky. 3. weight+gain+pics+girlfriend- Yes gurlfriend, I'm am gaining weight but I'm not posting my pics. 4. Rico+yan+and+claudine+barretto- What the hell?!?! The never ending saga....Jeez! 5. Contributed+drunk+beach+pics- Eh?!?!? The midnight madness sale in Glorietta happens tomorrow. I want to buy a bag and some tops. No more shoes. It's payday so I'm sure the mall will be jampacked with people. And i hate that. I find it hard to shop when I'm exchanging sweat with the person beside me (Eeewww!). Plus I think its Makati Day tomorrow and due to this, some main roads (I heard Ayala Ave. and Paseo de Roxas) will be closed in the afternoon till around 6. The traffic will be so bad. Since i'll be in my new office (which is infront of the mall) tomorrow afternoon, I'm gonna try to finish everything and anything so i can leave the office early (my target is around 430) and go shopping till around 630. *sigh* Bunny @ Thursday, May 30, 2002
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Wednesday, May 29, 2002 [Thanks to Click mo mukha mo for the link]Whenever you watch "Superfriends", do you ever wonder why the Hall of Justice is always clean? Say hello to Maritess, the filipina maid who makes sure the Superfriends' home is spic and span. But do the Superfriends treat her right? From the guy who gave us Bert is Evil and Filipino-American comedian Rex Navarrete , Watch Maritess vs. The Superfriends and you'll almost fall from your chair laughing (well, thats what happened to me). By the way, you'll need flash to view this one. Bunny @ Wednesday, May 29, 2002
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My day is only halfway through and I am already sooo exhausted. I still have so much stuff to do. Our office now looks almost bare. For the past 2 weeks, we have started moving in our stuff to our new office. I'm going to miss this place. I'm going to miss the nice security guards at the lobby who never fail to smile and greet me "Good Morning". I'm going to miss the jolly jeep beside my building that sells super yummy Kare-Kare for only 25 bucks  . I'm going to miss our 6 goldfishes who i feed first thing in the morning before starting my work. (Unfortunately, we cannot take them with us to our new office.) *sniff sniff* Au revoir, my cute little fishies! 
What would i give to be in Boracay once again. I wanna lie down in its pristine white sands, while i read a good book and listen to the waves splashing in the shore. How blissful.   Bunny @ Wednesday, May 29, 2002
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Tuesday, May 28, 2002 This cutie looks exactly like my almost 3-month old Lhasa Apso puppy, Tashi. The white hair on the chest and the white paws which i fondly call his "socks". Even the white little goatee just below the mouth. Can't wait to get home and hug my spoiled brat of a baby. Bunny @ Tuesday, May 28, 2002
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Monday, May 27, 2002 Guys, i don't have much time to post today but I'd like to throw you in this question and i hope everyone who drops by would leave an answer...Just something from the top of my head...After all the unfortunate events that occured in Dos Palmas, Palawan, would you still visit this place if given the chance? Let's all take into consideration that the management had nothing to do with the events...i guess you can just call it "a stroke of bad luck".  Bunny @ Monday, May 27, 2002
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Friday, May 24, 2002 I'm cranky. Bear with me. This too, shall pass. Bunny @ Friday, May 24, 2002
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STILL NOT OVER ATTACK OF THE CLONES Bea sent me this super duper hunky picture of my one true love, Yoda! (hahahahhahahaa!!!) He's soooooooo cute!!!!  Thanks Bea! Bunny @ Friday, May 24, 2002
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Thursday, May 23, 2002 You guys ever wonder what cows think of us, people? Check this out! It's sooo darn funny! (and kinda scary too. If you have a cow, that is.)Bunny @ Thursday, May 23, 2002
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If you were given the chance to kill someone you hate in the most creative and painful way possible, how would you do it? He would be handcuffed. Then, I would make him slide in a big, sharp blade creating a big laceration in his body, after which he will be thrown into a pool (about 10 feet deep) full of freshly squeezed lemon juice. Or if i don't have that much lemon....a pool full of isoprophyl alcohol will do. *grins* Bunny @ Thursday, May 23, 2002
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Wednesday, May 22, 2002 I've heard of some real funny ones but i think these take the cake! Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!BEAUTY CONTESTANT BOO-BOO'S [stolen from INQ7] Beyond beauty COMPETING in beauty contests used to be a breeze-all you had to do was be beautiful. These days, the process has become so complicated: not only must you look like a million bucks, but you're also got to be brilliant, articulate, concerned about weighty issues, and have the ability of remaining as cool as a cucumber as everything roils and boils around you! Take the recent "Miss Philippines Earth" competition. Aside from wearing wee bikinis and taking sexy poses, the contestants had to articulate their concerns related to the environment-right then and there, off the cuff, without enough time to organize their thoughts. The situation was made even more stressful and daunting by the contestants' awareness that many thousands of people were watching them on TV, ready to giggle at their lapses. Add to that the implied preference for their responses to be made in English, which made the pressure even greater for contestants who were not all that articulate in the King's English. So, it was entirely understandable that some contestants verbally flailed around, fumbled and clutched at weak grammatical straws as they answered questions related to environmental problems and issues to wit: "We must take care of our mangrove, as what we take care of our mangrove, as what we take care of ourselves and our motherhood!" "Too many vehicle on the road, so the result is, it cost air pollution." "It's one of the most primate species in the whole world." "Despite her being a very courageous woman, she is very intelligent." (Can't a woman be both courageous and intelligent?) "In Zamboanga, we see how the Balikatan exercises is exercising with our fellowmen." "I want to invite all of the listening to our cause." "To stop the denudation of our remaining forests, we must enforce the 30-ban year log." (Huh?-Oh, you mean the 30-year log ban!) Bunny @ Wednesday, May 22, 2002
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Calling on Denden of Intektwal Interkors. I have been trying to access your site for how many weeks now and all i get is an error message saying, "The requested URL could not be retrieved". Tina and Trixy: Denden's in your link list, right? Is it just me or are you also having problems going to her site? Check out Lei's blog (she says that she's still working on more stuff but it looks pretty fine to me). She's a 24-year old Filipina living in New York and mother to adorable 6-month old Josh. Bunny @ Wednesday, May 22, 2002
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Tuesday, May 21, 2002 I'm not having a very good day. I have a very ungrateful, inconsiderate and unreasonable boss who still expects me to meet with my clients on top of all the extra work that I'm doing which goes beyond my job description. Thank God my boss is based in Canada because I'll go mad if I have to see him everyday!!! I spent the whole morning in the new office that we're moving into next week coordinating with the building admin. and the people installing our doors. Also had to talk to PLDT for the phone lines. Then i had to go to an internet cafe just so i can satisfy him by sending him an update on stuff that I'll be doing today. The only Internet cafe i found in the mall was an internet cafe/gaming center. So there i was, e-mailing away while surrounded by boys, playing Counter Strike, killing the hell out of each other. And if that wasn't enough, there was a nationwide brownout which meant that i had to wipe my sweat in between writing emails and listening to loud gun fires! I had a very late lunch at around 2:30pm and I didn't enjoy it very much because of the heat! None of the restos had AC! It's 5:16pm right now, I just got to the office an hour ago and there is still no electricity. Fuck Meralco! Okay...enough crankiness!Some stuff (or sites may i say) that made my day: 1.Glass Cage- very interesting. It's just sad that she has not posted an entry since May 07. 2. w h i m s i c a l- This 16-year old girl can write. 3. Torrez.org- He's Mexican-American and is 1/4 Filipino. He's hilarious if you ask me. This day has ended, Thank God!!! Sex and the City will make me happier tonight! P.S. I thought i'd throw this quote in. It seems appropriate anyway. Actually, i don't really hate my job...i just hate my boss. "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey Bunny @ Tuesday, May 21, 2002
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Monday, May 20, 2002 Ever since i was a kid, my mom has exposed me to a whole lot of church organizations. I was a member of the Children's choir since I was 7 or 8 till i was 14. I also became member of the Legion of Mary for a couple of years. All these I did because my mom instructed me to. I hated wasting my Saturday afternoon going to church and practicing next day's songs. I hated waking up early on Sunday morning to sing for the 10am mass. The only kicks i got from going to these practices and meetings was seeing my friends because once my mom told me to join, i would ask my friends to join as well.When I turned 15, I was once again invited to join some religious thingy. The Youth Life in the Spirit Seminar (YLSS). I was hesitant but my tita said it will be fun because so many kids my age will be there too! Since the YLSS was new to our parish and we were the first batch to experience it, they sent us to the Bukas Loob sa Diyos Community to take our YLSS. I graduated Batch #13. I enjoyed this experience with God very much! It was nothing like I've ever felt before. I felt HIS presence, really. And i felt really changed...and loved. I used to religiously attend prayer meetings. I was a member of the praise vocals ministry and was the head of the praise tambourine ministry for how many years. I stopped attending about 4 years ago. There were so many kids (squealing teenyboppers) and i couldn't relate to them anymore. Plus, i started smoking cigarettes and they said it wasn't allowed. But why? I was already 19 and if smoking was so bad, how come our very own Parish Priest smokes? How come the elders in the community smoke? Why can't i drink alcohol when i go out on gimmicks? Why can't i listen to secular music? Don't get me wrong, i do love gospel music but I'm just not about to give up my Pearl Jams, Prodigys, The Doors' and Rage Against the Machines for them! So i said to myself...Fuck this. Fuck that. I won't let anyone tell me what to do. I won't let people judge me wrongly just because I smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol. I need my music. I need my life. I know that there are far more better ways of serving the Lord. And that I did. Plus, i know that when i get to Heaven's gate, God will not ask me how many songs i sang, or how many prayer meetings i attended. At the end of the day (or my life), he's going to ask me how much good I did. And that's what I've been working on eversince... So anyways, the Youth community i used to belong to is having a reunion this coming Friday and they have requested me to sing the song that i used to sing solo during prayer meetings. Arms of Love by Amy Grant is a song so beautiful, it still haunts me now. Of course I didn't turn down the chance to sing this song. I still need to practice my vocal chords, though. So there. Wish me luck on Friday! Jesus, this is for you. your arms of love Like a child who's held throughout a storm. you keep me warm, In your arms of love"--Arms of Love, Amy Grant Bunny @ Monday, May 20, 2002
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Me watch Starwars Episode 2: Attack of the Clones last night. Me like it very, very much! 
Me want ALL of Senator Amidala's outfits Me think Ewan McGregor (Obi-wan Kenobi) is gorgeous....beard, moustache and all! 
Me laughed at C-3P0 and R2-D2! Me wonder why they had to put in the scene where Senator Amidala and Anakin were rolling in the field (soo tacky, Mr. George Lucas) Me feels that Jedi Mace Windu (Samuel Jackson) should have been given more lines. (I practically did not feel his presence in the film) Me find Master Yoda's fight scene with Count Dooku the best part of the movie! Yoda kicks ass!!! Who's the man?!?!?! Yo Da Man!!!!!!!  Bunny @ Monday, May 20, 2002
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Friday, May 17, 2002 OMG!!! it just occured to me....It's Fridaaaaaayyy!!!!!!!!! *wiggles my tush*I am not a rugby fan but this bit of news is quite amusing...read the first paragraph and i swear, you're gonna open your mouth for 3 seconds because of shock afterwhich, you will laugh. Up your ass, people!!!! Oooowww!!! 
Have a great weekend, beautiful people of the world!!! Bunny @ Friday, May 17, 2002
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My hunny and I FINALLY saw Spiderman last night! There were approximately 30 people watching so the theatre was ours!!! All ours!!! Of course the storyline was typical but the production was amazing! Mostly everyone found Tobey Maguire cute in a geeky sort of way. But not me!!! I think James Franco who plays Harry Osborne is a hottie!!!  Ohhhh....it rained last night!!! And it wasn't so hot this morning. Thank you, Lord! Ü ----------------------------------------------------------------  Movie to watch out for: Incredible Hulk! And Ang Lee is directing it! Woohoo!!! But get this...it starts showing in theatres June of 2003! Gawd...that's such a long wait, huh? But should be worth it... Bunny @ Friday, May 17, 2002
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Thursday, May 16, 2002 As soon as i got down the Tamaraw FX this morning, I wanted to do the dance of joy from the now defunct TV Show, Perfect Strangers. The Sun was nowhere to be found and it was overcast plus it drizzled a teeny weeny bit. The 5-minute walk to my office was a breeze...literally.Unfortunately, it only lasted for an hour because when i walked out of my building to attend a meeting, it was hotter than hell again. -------------------------------------------------------------- So, Attack of the Clones is showing today. Movie theatres will be cramped and lines will come from here to kingdom come. I like Starwars but i'm not a fanatic so I'll probably wait a week before seeing it. Oh..may i just say, that Ms. Natalie Portman is absolutely gorgeous in this film. Men, prepare to drool! Bunny @ Thursday, May 16, 2002
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Wednesday, May 15, 2002 I'm the eldest of 5. We're ALL GIRLS. And every Tuesday night, we hover around the TV with popcorn or potato chips and watch Sex and the City (Yes, even our youngest sister who just turned 12 watches with us). Last night, was the premiere of the long-awaited Season 4 and HBO graced us with 2 episodes! (I hope they do this every week! Puhhleeaasee!!!)There was a scene where Charlotte visits Trey in his apartment to find out the real score about their marriage. Instead of talking, Trey kisses her and then suddenly, Charlotte goes, "Trey, you have a boner!". Upon hearing this, my 2 youngest sisters (15 and 12 yrs. old) goes to me, "What's a boner?" I just looked at them. I was dumbfounded. Didn't know how to explain what a boner is or better yet, should i even explain? So i just shrugged my shoulders and continued to watch the show. -------------------------------------------------------------- I had a thought while i was on my way home last night. Wouldn't it be cool if my children and grandchildren could read my blog when they're old enough? I hope blogger stays on the Internet for that long! I also wonder...how long will i be blogging? Hopefully by that time, I would already learn some design skills so i can make my own layout and probably also register my own domain name. tee hee!!! -------------------------------------------------------------- I got this via e-mail this morning and it really saddened me. This photo is the "Pulitzer Prize" winning photo taken in 1994 during the Sudan famine. The picture depicts a famine stricken child crawling towards a United Nations Food Camp, located a kilometer away. The vulture is waiting for the child to die so it can eat it. This picture shocked the whole world. No one knows what happened to the child, including the photographer Kevin Carter who left the place as soon as the photograph was taken. 3 months later, he committed suicide due to depression.  Bunny @ Wednesday, May 15, 2002
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Tuesday, May 14, 2002 Looks like its going to be another hectic day for yours truly so I might as well do this now while i still have time.My friend A has a celebrity boyfriend I would like to call E. They've been together for a month now and this is basically her first serious relationship. I don't think she was mesmerized by the fact that this showbiz personality liked her because she's dated hunkier models before and she ditched them. E is actually nice and low-profile, not the stuck-up look-at-me kind. Thing is, he's way too insecure. I went out with A last Friday with my sister and our good male friend (who's super harmless) and when E found out that we were going out, he kept on calling A asking her stuff like (Note: E was out of town): E: What are you wearing? A: sleeveless top and jeans (but she was wearing a tube top and a skirt, nyahahaha!!!) E: Who's with you? A: Just me, Bunny and her sister and our friend Ian's following (the truth was, Ian picked us up at home) E: Why is there a guy with you? A: He's our friend! E: I don't like you hanging out with guys (jeez...can't wait till E meets our whole barkada composed of mostly guys) A: But he's our friend! E: Don't drink! A: Fine! (but A had 2 drinks that night) E: I'm not sleeping till you get home! A: Go to sleep na! I don't know how many times i rolled my eyes while A was talking to her psycho boyfriend that night. So anyway, we ended up hanging out at Dish at The Powerplant Mall because my friend, Ian, who's a medical representative based in Ilocos needed to hear some good music. Apparently, working in Ilocos meant no social life. He says that even the women in girlie bars there look like hags! Turns out, the band that was playing that night was a friend of E's. A sent him a text message telling him that his friends were playing and just before the 2nd set began, the lead singer goes... Lead Singer: Where's A? (she actually looked for her by saying her whole name. Yes, including the family name) [A shyly raises her hand] Lead Singer: I just got off the phone with your boyfriend, E (says his whole name for everyone to hear and notice) and he says I miss you and I love you!" [heads turned] Gawd..i felt so embarassed for her. Was that supposed to be sweet? Blech! So i tell my friend, "thats what you get for having a celebrity boyfriend! Can't wait till he greets you in TV!!" and she just kept on cursing like there was no tomorrow... -------------------------------------------------------------- Saturday...i hung out in one of my favorite bars in Manila, Flute. As soon i got in, the servers welcome me with a loud "Hi Ma'am!!! Red wine?" Once in a while, a DJ comes to spin but that usually happens on a weekday. Surprisingly, my friend and i saw that an acoustic band was setting up. So i think, "An acoustic band? on a saturday night? when people just want to hang out, drink and talk? They better be good!" Then lo and behold!!! It's Diether Ocampo! So i whisper to my friend that Diether's behind her. She doesn't care. After a few minutes, my friend goes: My friend: The lead singer of the band's cute! The guy in the gray shirt. Me:That's Diether! My friend: Noooo!!! But he can't sing!!! Me: Well, they try to make him to! He's a member of the Hunks, remember? Pathetic! My friend: If he has a good voice, then thats NOT Diether. But if he croaks like a frog, that's definitely him. Not a bad choice for the first song. They played "Good" by Better than Ezra which is a song i miss hearing but if i had known it was going to sound THAT bad, I would have preferred to hear "Who let the dogs out!?!" No one really gave a fuck about them. In fact, not a single clap was heared. Diether Ocampo can't sing to save his life but he did save our wallets from buying more drinks. he he he!!! Bunny @ Tuesday, May 14, 2002
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Monday, May 13, 2002 I don't know if you guys have seen this really embarassing picture of Air Force Gen. Marciano Ilagan being carried from a boat to the beach by a local. Below is the original shot which a friend emailed to me months ago. Notice that his American counterpart is walking in water. Such a disgrace!!! Ughh!
Here's an "enhanced" picture that i recieved via email this morning. Haha!!! So embarassing! In this article, Gen. Ilagan requests to put aside the piggyback incident and focus on more important matters. Yeah right! 
Bunny @ Monday, May 13, 2002
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I am sooooooooooo busy!!!! We're moving out of this office in 2 weeks and I have been on the phone since this morning talking to furniture suppliers, getting quotations for the carpet, the glass door and i just realized an hour ago that I don't have the vertical blinds yet. Plus, i'm meeting up with my friend-turned-client-but-still-my-friend for some coffee in 20 mins!!! We'll probably talk business for 10 mins then gossip for the next hour! Bwahahaha! I have stories about my "showbiz" filled weekend (well, not actually filled) but its going to take awhile so i'll postpone that for tomorrow. So there. I gotta run! Bunny @ Monday, May 13, 2002
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Friday, May 10, 2002 I fell in love with the voices of 2 guys today. (But i'm more fascinated by the 2nd one)I've been hearing about John Mayer a lot lately so i download "No Such Thing" and its a nice song...not too slow yet not too jumpy. Then my college bud, Karla, who works for Warner Music suggested that i listen to Josh Groban. I listened to "You're Still You". One word: Goosebumps! It's soooo nice!!!! I just found my wedding song!!! I kept on thanking her for recommending him. *dreamy eyes* You don't have a heart if you don't fall inlove with his voice and he's only 21 ha! What a great Tenor! Definitely better than Andrea Bocelli! I am downloading all his songs today including his duets with Charlotte Church and The Corrs! And i am DEFINITELY buying the album. I heard its out of stock at Tower Records. Did i mention that I am making this my wedding song when i get married? Oh i did! Hehehehe! *playing "you're still you" over and over again* I'm posting the lyrics! I'm soooo smitten!(Sorry, i can't help it!) I can see your light And you will always shine And I can feel your heart in mine Your face I've memorized I idolize just you Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong I've loved you for so long And after all is said and done You're still you After all You're still you I can feel your pain Time changes everything One truth always stays the same You're still you After all You're still you Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong And I believe in you Although you never asked me to I will remember you And what life put you through I found one love You're still you After all You're still you -------------------------------------------------------------- I was going through my site meter and saw this: DOMAIN NAME DATE TIME PAGE VIEWS VISIT LENGTH PROXY01 May 9, 2002 8:36:17 pm 15 113:21 PROXY01 May 10 2002 2:35:10 pm 9 19:06 proxy 01: Whoever you are, thank you!!! I'm super flattered! *mmmwwaaahhh* Bunny @ Friday, May 10, 2002
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Thursday, May 09, 2002 My sister and i used to love popping bubble wrap when we were kids. Admit it, its addicting. So, if you're completely bored and have nothing intelligent to do, check this out! ehehehehehe!
And here's another that's more fun than the previous one. Burn baby, Burn!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've a new blog to add to my long list of daily reads. Visit Plastic Daisy (He's Plastic, I'm Spunky! ) And i adore his layout! Its soooo reminds me of Austin Powers! Do i make you horny?
Bunny @ Thursday, May 09, 2002
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Wednesday, May 08, 2002 I was a tad bitchy yesterday. I wore my new shoes to work yesterday and to me, new shoes spell new blisters! So by 6 pm, i felt disabled. My sister and i had to do some groceries at the supermarket before heading home so needless to say, i was quite irritated. I was at the shampoo section when this girl, who wasn't looking at where she was going stepped on my foot. She was wearing heels! Loudly, i said "Ooowwww!!!" because it REALLY hurt. She murmured a quick sorry. Then in a very pissed voice (with matching roll eyes), i go "Tsk!". Then i heard her tell her companion, "At least nag-sorry ako!" ("At least i said sorry!"). Fine. Point taken. But it really hurt!Last night, I went home prepared for the Sex and the City Marathon. I bought Lay's BBQ flavored potato chips and some dip. I ended up watching only 6 or 7 episodes because my eyes were dropping already. That episode where Carrie sleeps with Big again disappoints me all the time. She had the oh-so-perfect-relationship with oh-so-perfect-and-absolutely-gorgeous Aidan and she decides to sleep with oh-what-a-jerk Mr. Big. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jeez....this is quite true!!! See for yourself! Colorgenics [via Table for One] MY COLORGENICS PROFILE You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm. You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you. Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible. You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes. You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality. Bunny @ Wednesday, May 08, 2002
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Tuesday, May 07, 2002 Listening to: I could not ask for more by Edwin McCainInterested in reading the weblogs of the rich and famous? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Its Sex and the City Marathon tonight at HBO!!! 10 Episodes! I don't care if they're re-runs, i'm going to watch!!! (Am i pathetic?) Bunny @ Tuesday, May 07, 2002
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I miss my childhood. Life was much simpler and worry-free those days. I miss waking up and running downstairs to our table in the garden where my lolo (grandfather) would be sipping his coffee and reading his paper and I would greet him with a hug and smack on the cheek. Afterwhich, i would run to the kitchen to get 2 slices of bread and run back to Lolo and dip my bread in his coffee and eat it. I loved doing that every morning. I love my Lolo and I miss him terribly. I was his first grandchild so i knew i was a favorite. He was a Captain of a ship and i have the fondest memories of riding his blue gemini with my sister and cousins. He was stern but very loving. He didn't spoil us with material stuff like my Lola (grandma) did (i love my lola just as much!) but instead he spent a lot of time making me and my cousins very happy with his magic tricks and trips to Roxas Blvd. or Cavite just to buy a few kilos of crabs or clams. Yes, he did a lot of magic tricks. Till this very day i don't know how he could make a coin disappear from his hand and make it appear at the oddest places like my cousin's armpit or my sisters ear. He could also turn a plain sheet of paper into real paper money. I remember getting a 20-peso bill after this particular magic trick and as i was about to go to the store to buy myself a treat, he said that the money was fake and that i had to return it back to him and he gave me 5 pesos in exchange. Eventually, i found out that he was just bluffing. He just didn't want to give me the 20-peso bill. I remember this day very well, because the next day as i stepped down my school bus and entered my home, my aunt told me that my Lolo died. I told her she was just joking and I called my mom at her office just to confirm. Damn, it was true. I didn't cry. I just kept silent. As a 7-year old, i guess i didn't really know how to handle death yet. It was only until the last day of his wake, while his coffin was being taken away that it dawned on me. He was really gone. I remember running to the coffin, looking at him and crying like i never cried before. I had to let go because they were taking my Lolo away so i sat on a chair and cried. I learned to let go for the first time in my life. Since then, i talk to him in my prayers because i know that he's there with Jesus, listening to everything i say. I still get teary-eyed when i think of him or when i visit his grave. I often wish he lived long enough to see me as a lady, to scare my suitors away and to be proud of my achievements in life. It's been 16 years since his death but i still know every minute detail about him. I guess that's how it really is when you've loved someone. You'll learn to let go, move on but you'll never forget them. I love you Lolo Ben! *sniff sniff* 
Bunny @ Tuesday, May 07, 2002
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Monday, May 06, 2002  It seems like the whole world has seen Spiderman except for poor old me. I'm reading online journals and people just can't stop talking about the film. The reasons why i haven't seen it is because: 1. i don't want to line up for the movie. I didn't do it for Harry Potter and i won't do it for our webby friend. (I went to the mall last weekend and the lines look really exhausting and annoying!) 2. i hate watching a movie when the theatre's so cramped you can no longer understand what you're watching. 3. I promised Leeds i would watch it with him when he gets back from Korea. And suddenly everyone's going gaga over Tobey Maguire. I honestly do not find him cute in any way. I liked him more in Pleasantville. You wanna see cute?  I know i sound like a giggling teeny bopper. Bear with me! Bunny @ Monday, May 06, 2002
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WHHHHEEEWWWW!!! For 30 mins. there, i thought i had lost my blog. I was installing the new code YACCS was requiring their members to put on their pages for the comment box. I did everything right but when i saw my page, ALL MY ENTRIES WERE GONE!!! The only ones that remained were the links to the comments. I panicked!!! 4 months of my life down the drain.
Turns out i accidentally deleted a very important code in blogger so i looked for that code and pasted it on my template page. Thank God everything is just the way they are now!!! I love you my blog!!! Hehehe! Damn, i'm hooked! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think this weekend was one of the most productive weekends I have ever had! I went straight home after work Friday night (Himala!!! In English: Its a miracle!!!) and i dozed off before midnight.  *gasp*
I woke up early Saturday morning and greeted my youngest sister, Sunshine a very happy birthday (she just turned 12)! Gave Tashi a bath, dressed up then left the house with my sisters, aunt and 4-year old cousin to have a birthday lunch. We went to the mall right after and did some shopping. By 5pm, i was already broke because i bought myself a new pair of shoes, makeup and a tank top! I also ended up buying something for all my sisters (there's 4 of them) including my boyfriend (who's still in Korea! I miss you hunny) Needless to say, I am broke! Went home, rested for awhile then got ready for dinner and some drinks with my friends at Bistro 110. I was home at 1am. *gasps again* Sunday...i brought Tashi to the vet after lunch and went straight home after that. I watched TV from 4 till 11pm. Gawd! Haven't done that in a long time. Had a petty quarrel with my other sister Francine because I was the Couch Commander (the person who holds the remote control) last night and i was watching Will and Grace while she on the other hand, was itching to watch Coyote Ugly. So i gave in and we ended up watching Coyote Ugly instead. I missed Will and Grace and Temptation Island 2 last night. Dammit! C'est la vie! Bunny @ Monday, May 06, 2002
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Friday, May 03, 2002 I was reading through trixy's blog when i remembered this essay that i wrote a year ago. Have a good weekend, everyone!!!
I was having lunch a few days ago in a cozy café at the Greenbelt while trying to get some work done when I noticed a couple at the next table. They were seated so close to each other as if the word "space" didn't exist. They were looking at each other's eyes as if it was the most beautiful thing they have ever laid their pupils upon. I rolled my eyes and got totally irritated so I diverted my attention to the newspaper in front of me instead. When I put the paper down, I saw them again. This time, it was worse. The couple was locked in an embrace, kissing while Freestyle's "Till I found you" was singing in the background. Talk about perfect timing. And there I was, loading myself with work while trying to forget that it was the 1st year anniversary of my loveless life. And in my heart, there was no denying that I wish I could relate to that Freestyle song.
I was loving every minute of my single blessedness life till I saw that couple. I knew I was missing out on something but I was just too darn petrified to admit it.
I have had relationships. A couple of serious and long term ones in fact. The last one was the most painful of all. I built my whole world around this one person, loved him to the core and when he was gone, my world crumbled. Nothing was left for me. It took awhile but with the help of friends (and dates on the side), my tears turned to smiles then the smiles turned into laughter then before I even knew it, I was back to my normal, hyper, jolly self!
Something about me changed though. I'm stronger now. I don't fall in love easily anymore. I now know the difference between 'bullshit' and sincerity. I no longer fall for the crap some men use to get inside a woman's pants. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'm not interested in the male species. I happen to like going out with them, conversing with them, asking them about women, listening to their opinions, and drinking with them (while getting them drunk in the process, haha!). I'll have to say I'm being more careful now. I'm trying to steer clear of having a broken heart and mending it all over again. I've already gone this far, haven't I? There is no way in hell that I am going through all that again for someone who's not worth a single teardrop. After all, no man is worth my tears but the one who is will not make me cry.
I have to admit, I have become terrified of falling for someone. I'm so used to being dependent on myself, to getting my way that I am frightened of having another entity walk into my life and alter all that. I don't want to be like my sister or my friends who act like it's the end of the world just because their boyfriends didn't call or because they fought about something completely petty.
Suddenly, serious relationships freak me out. There are a lot of things about myself that I'm not prepared to compromise. No smoking. No drinking. I can't wear this. I can't wear that. I can't go out with my guy friends. I can't stay out late unless I'm with him. Blah blah blah. Blech. For crying out loud in the middle of the night, I'm your girlfriend, not your little sister. You might as well lock me in a room and leave me for dead.
But I confess, I do miss falling in love. I miss waking up in the morning with a smile on my face because I know someone longs for me. I miss holding hands while watching movies. I miss how a man's embrace can make me feel like I'm in the safest place on the planet. I miss having someone worry about the littlest things about me, like if I've had my lunch or if I got to work safe. I miss the giddy feeling I get when he's about to kiss me. I miss the way a man's smile and comforting words can make the worst day in the world turn into the best. Gawd, I could just go on and on.
Seeing that couple the other day made me realize that no matter how hard I try to brush away the idea that I don't need "someone" to make me complete and absolutely blissful, that my career and my work eats up all my time, that there are guys who keep asking me out, that I have tons of friends to go out and party with and that love is overrated, at the end of the day, I'm still going to hope that "the one" comes along. And regardless of the fact that I cringe when mush comes my way, I know that maybe (just maybe!) someday, I will catch myself using those cheesy, lovey-dovey lines as well.
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