::S p U n K y D a i S y::

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

I've been praying that my mom doesn't call me soon.

Because she will just nag me about getting married.

Its not that I don't want to marry V, I just think I need more time.

And if you know my Mom, you would know that "I think I need more time" is not enough reason for her. She will say, "well, why did you get pregnant?"

So, what am I supposed to reply to that, right?

Back when I was pregnant, I was sooo sure I wanted to get married. I could feel it in my bones.

But for the past few months, my heart is telling me to wait just a little longer. Add to that the fact that for the past few months, I have heard a few stories of couples who I thought would make it, but didnt.

And that scares me. I don't want the same thing to happen to me.

~~I don't want to be miserable~~ (come to think of it, with Joaquin around, I don't think that's likely to happen. hehe!).

I just don't want to get married and eventually discover that we're not right for each other.

V and I get along just fine but like any other couple, we have issues that need to be resolved.

And maybe thats why I need more time to delve on the whole marriage thing.

Hopefully, we do decide to tie the knot, but if we don't, we'll still be wonderful parents to Joaquin anyway.

Pray for me.

Pray that V and I get to a decision...

[insert theme from "Jaws"]

Before my mom calls.

Hehe.

Bunny @ Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

HAVING A BABY CHANGES EVERYTHING...

And I mean, everything.

It has changed the way I sleep (tulog mantika no more!)

It has changed my weight (waaaah! This is the part I don't like! I'm an elephant!!!)

It has made me more prayerful.

And so so so much more thankful.

I smile and laugh like never before.

My bank account is depleting (haha!) but I don't mind.

It has altered my social life....uh...what social life? (Charo, Kookie..I MISS YOU!!!)

My favorite stores are no longer my favorite stores.

I no longer Google for celebrity and fashion stuff.

Babycenter, Kellymom, Dr. Sears are my favorite websites.

I look forward to what the future has in store for us.

I am more careful now

and so much more caring.

I can't believe how much I love my baby.

Bunny @ Tuesday, March 06, 2007

about moi

Loves the beach, wishes she had more time and money to travel, recently got hooked to climbing mountains, reads anything she can get her hands on, frustrated writer, adores her 3-year-old Lhasa Apso, Tashi, constantly needs caffeine, ~~wonders when she'll quit smoking~~, and will most likely die due to liver complications from drinking too much ~~(if the cigarettes doesn't get to her lungs first)~~. Can't live without accessories especially big, dangling earrings, shoe freak (aren't we all?), sucker for discovering hole-in-the-wall restaurants, will ingest anything spicy, enjoys giving and receiving massages, addicted to Friends, Sex and the City and CSI, goes gaga over kids, dreams of being alone with Jim Morrison and smoking a joint with Bob Marley. Would love to party with Gwen Stefani, shop with Patricia Field, write poetry with Maya Angelou and have Sting, Nelson Mandela, Mark Twain and Bono over for dinner.

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