Because all I've been thinking about for the past few days is Jay. And I didn't want to bore you guys with the mushy stuff.
I mean, I could have asked you if you've ever seen the inside of a tulip. The tulips I got for Valentine's opened up a few days ago and its absolutely beautiful. Imagine, its already beautiful outside, but inside...ahhh...really gorgeous. They are now starting to wilt and they've actually closed again, but they still look great. Talk about aging beautifully. I hope I am like this tulip. Hehe!
I also could have told you how ecstatic I am that after yeaarrss of searching, I finally found the DVD of "Chasing Amy". I was at Ruin's yesterday afternoon and I went from stall to stall, asking each vendor for it. Eventually, news spread around that a girl was looking for the "Chasing Amy" DVD, and a vendor suddenly approached me and said, "Ma'am, kami po merong Chasing Amy!" Bought it without hesitation. Happiness! Also bought the DVD of 2046 by Wong Kar Wai! I really love his films and I missed this one when they showed it here. And because I heard good reviews about this other movie, I decided to get a copy of "In good company" as well.
Oh did I tell you that my sister, Kristine, is in the hospital right now because she had her gall stones taken out? Cause: CHOLESTEROL. Yikes, right? I will TRY to refrain from eating fatty food from now on! And I will run more. Anyway, she's fine and she will be out of the hospital tomorrow. See, I could have written something about that, but didn't.
And yes, maybe I should have blogged about deciding to cancel all my travel plans for this year. That includes my Coron trip this coming Holy Week. And if you know me, you know that I have been planning this trip for about 3 years now. Huhuhu! I'm also postponing my plans of visiting the breathtaking island of Batanes sometime this year. Shopping will also be put on hold and gimmicks will be less frequent. Why? Because I need to set my priorities straight and tighten my already suffocating belt. I made a deal with my Uncle about really, really saving my money.
I could have blogged about all these things BUT no, I didn't tell you all that, didn't blog about that even if I could have, did I?
I haven't been blogging for days because I didnt want to ramble on how inlove I really am, on how happy Jay is making me and how I've never been so certain about anything and anyone in my entire life. And the thing is, I don't expect people to believe me or understand me when I say that, but I hope they trust me enough to know that it's TRUE.
I havent been posting because I didn't want you guys to tell me that I have suddenly turned into this mushball...because, well, I REALLY have turned into this fuzzy ball of cheesiness.
I haven't been writing because he's all I think about. And if you ever see me in a trance, which I am always finding myself in lately, its because I miss him. I miss Jay.
I haven't been writing because I didn't know how to tell you guys about my relationship. I didn't know how to tell you that my every prayer finds me thanking God for bringing him into my life but at the same time questioning why he would bless me with someone who feels soo right yet is soooo far away. And I guess the answer to that is that He really does not give us everything. He will always leave something out for us to work on. I havent written for the past few days because I really didn't know how tell you that albeit long-distance, what Jay and I have is the REAL THING. And I strongly believe that I've found THE ONE.
So there, I guess I did find a way to tell you, FINALLY. And oh, we are working things out and I am so happy to let you guys know that it won't be a long-distance relationship anymore..at least, NOT FOR VERY LONG.
HAPPY WEEKEND, everyone!!!
Bunny @ Friday, February 18, 2005
Loves the beach, wishes she had more time and money to travel, recently got hooked to
climbing mountains, reads anything she can get her hands on, frustrated writer, adores her
3-year-old Lhasa Apso, Tashi,
constantly needs caffeine, wonders when she'll quit smoking, and will most
likely die due to liver complications from drinking too much (if the cigarettes
doesn't get to her lungs first). Can't live without accessories especially
big, dangling earrings, shoe freak (aren't we all?), sucker for discovering
hole-in-the-wall restaurants, will ingest anything spicy, enjoys giving and receiving
massages, addicted to Friends, Sex and the City and CSI, goes gaga over kids, dreams of
being alone with Jim Morrison and smoking a joint with Bob
Marley. Would love to party with Gwen Stefani, shop with Patricia Field, write poetry with
Maya Angelou and have Sting, Nelson Mandela, Mark Twain and Bono over for