links open windows
::S p U n K y D a i S y:: hit tracker

Wednesday, November 17, 2004


I had planned on running errands last Saturday: applying for a landline, getting a sun sim, and getting the books I won bids for. But then Gea invited me to be her sweeper (the last person in the pack whose job is to make sure that no one gets lost and that everyone is okay) for a climb in Mt. Manabu (which I already climbed before). She was climbing with her officemates, who were mostly first timers. I still had not planned on going until Malic informed me later that night that he won't be able to make it to the climb. And because I didn't want to leave Gea, sweeperless with her officemates (hahaha! malakas ka lang talaga saakin, Gea!), I told her I would go.

What I hate about sweeping: you lose your momentum, especially if the person in front of you is s...l...o...w. What I love about sweeping: Being able to motivate and encourage exhausted people to move on.

I got back home Sunday afternoon, and upon seeing me arrive, Joseph, our Sunday guard tells me, "Ma'am! Buti na lang nakita ko kayo, akala ko kayo yung namatay sa Halcon!" So we have a short discussion on why it was a completely wrong decision for her to climb Mt. Halcon (which I'm planning to climb next year) alone.

I took a nap and just before 8pm, Aina and my sister woke me up for dinner. We were supposed to have our weekly "just girls" ala-Sex and the City dinner but Aina's brother decided to tag along so we decided to invite a couple of our guy friends as well.

Hopped to our new favorite Ortigas hang-out, Pier One (Hi Cat! I have a few comments ha!). Was texting with J and told him where we were and told him that 2 of our friends, who he also knew were coming.

"I wish I was there but my foot is still really bad."(He sprained his ankle real bad last week and I had not seen him for 4 days)

"That's ok. Next time na lang. I'll call you on your sun phone when JM gets here."

Borrowed JM's sun phone when he arrived and I rang J.

"Hi! JM's here na!"

"Buns, I have to go. Need to change my bandage."

We hung up. And I called another friend with a sun phone. 5 minutes later, he shows up. Pilay, bandages and all.

He loves giving surprises, noh? And i looovee surprises.


I was so sad and bothered yesterday.

Because for the first time in one month, I didn't get a single text from him.

And I was trying to come up with a million reasons WHY. But couldn't come up with any logical one. I kept saying to myself, "Did I say something wrong the last time we saw each other that would turn him off?"

Last night, I felt like I was punk'd. Punk'd by someone I was slowly falling for.

Yes. F-A-L-L-I-N-G. Ack!

There is no denying.

But I'm super taking this s.....l.....o......w.

Actually, it was only last night that I realized I was falling for this being. Because not hearing from him made me sad. Made me worry. About him and his left foot. And for the first time, I felt my heart break a little over someone who wasn't even mine to begin with. I spent the entire night over-analyzing. I kept wondering if he was playing games with me by not texting. By trying to see how much I could resist him. Consulted close friends as to whether I should text him or not. Half of them said he was weird and that I shouldn't budge. The other half assured me that there was nothing wrong and that he was probably just busy or exhausted or not feeling very well and that there was nothing wrong if I sent him a short and simple message to say good night. And that I did.

I didn't hear from him till lunch time today. He apologized for not being able to text coz he had to drug himself last night due to the pain in his ankle and his throbbing migraine.

I'm bopping myself in the head right now. Hehehehe!

Oh, here's a picture I took in Mt. Manabu last Sunday morning.

about moi

Loves the beach, wishes she had more time and money to travel, recently got hooked to climbing mountains, reads anything she can get her hands on, frustrated writer, adores her 3-year-old Lhasa Apso, Tashi, constantly needs caffeine, wonders when she'll quit smoking, and will most likely die due to liver complications from drinking too much (if the cigarettes doesn't get to her lungs first). Can't live without accessories especially big, dangling earrings, shoe freak (aren't we all?), sucker for discovering hole-in-the-wall restaurants, will ingest anything spicy, enjoys giving and receiving massages, addicted to Friends, Sex and the City and CSI, goes gaga over kids, dreams of being alone with Jim Morrison and smoking a joint with Bob Marley. Would love to party with Gwen Stefani, shop with Patricia Field, write poetry with Maya Angelou and have Sting, Nelson Mandela, Mark Twain and Bono over for dinner.

View my complete profile
Custom Search

past bitchings

January 2002February 2002March 2002April 2002May 2002June 2002July 2002August 2002September 2002October 2002November 2002December 2002January 2003April 2003May 2003June 2003July 2003September 2003February 2004March 2004April 2004May 2004June 2004July 2004August 2004September 2004October 2004November 2004December 2004January 2005February 2005March 2005April 2005May 2005June 2005July 2005August 2005September 2005October 2005November 2005December 2005January 2006February 2006March 2006April 2006October 2006November 2006February 2007March 2007April 2007May 2007July 2007October 2007December 2007January 2008September 2009January 2011


blog worthy

Bitch, please
Blue Arden
Born to Ride
Caffeine Rush
Car Driver
Reaching for Chocolate Stars and Sapphire Dreams
Click mo mukha mo!
Closet Introvert
Color in a Gray Cube
Confessions of a Coke Addict
Confessions of an OJT Killer
Creating Space 101
Din's World
Emerald Pastures
Hungry Alien
I came, I saw, I blogged
Intelektwal Interkors
Lavander Kitten
Lone Star Psychedelia
Mighty Girl
Modified Memories
Nocturnal Angel
Not Square
Of Life and Peanuts
One Seater Plane
Pile o'smeg
*Photo Seko
Pinay Hekmi
Purple Beanie
Purple Toes
Renaissance Girl
Rock the Boat
Sabitski Point
Stories Under the Sun
Sunny Side Up
Table for One
Ten Years Later
The Blurb
The Digital Pinoy
The Dork Side
The Ultimate BlogHopper
Tinggay Forever
Undiscussable Realms
Unica Hija
Warcar: no bumper
What a Pansy Fancies
White Sky Project
Wytch's Brew
*freshly added


Platform Wedge Sandals by Michael Kors
Semiprecious chain earrings by Cynthia Dugan

Semiprecious chain earrings by Cynthia Dugan
Thump by Oakley (mp3 player and shades in one!)
Thump by Oakley (mp3 player and shades in 1!)

quotable quote

"Love is not love, which alters when it alteration finds."
~William Shakespeare, Sonnet cxvi

in my book bag

I Know Why the Caged 

Bird Sings by Maya Angelou


blogsnob. show off your websites.
# FlipBlogs ?
Rice Bowl Journals
# Filipina O+ ?

Weblog Commenting by

original skins

title : w4rnawarni: (pink) bikini girl (Adfree) designed by w4rnawarni @ blogskins