::S p U n K y D a i S y::

Monday, December 02, 2002

NEWS FLASH: I'M SINGLE...AGAIN!

Yeah, we broke up. Actually he broke up with me for the shallowest reason ever. As much as i wanna tell you guys exactly what happened, i can't. But trust me when i say that its waaaayy too shallow. Its so shallow that i've described this breakup to be funny and frustrating because never in my life did i think that someone as mature as him could still be such a kid. Anyway, i tried my best talking him out of it. But he called me a lot of bad things that were totally uncalled for. To the point where he was so disrespectful na. Asked him if what he was doing was worth it. Super shallow. I swear. Then he started saying REALLY bad things to me again.

I'm a pretty patient person but this time, i couldn't take it anymore. That was my deal breaker. So i said, "Lets not talk first because I'm beginning to ask myself if i deserve this kind of treatment from you." And once i question myself.....THAT'S IT.

So like any other girl, i ran to my friends, told them what happened and cried. After a few hugs from them, they bring me to the bathroom and....they blowdry my hair. It was such a funny sight!!! Imagine me crying while my girlfriends style my hair. I was laughing and crying at the same time!

And then they brought me to the....*drumroll please*....parlor! My friend and i got a facial and our other friend got a haircut. Then they brought me to the mall and we went shopping for kikay stuff and had dinner.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! Thanks for being there for me, guys!

You know whats weird, I'm super fine now. As in I actually have this perennial smile on my face. I'm no longer that girl who would sulk in her room, refuse to see some sun, cry all day and feel sorry for herself because the man she loved left her. Now, i keep my head up because i know i tried to make things work. Because in my heart, i know i loved him to the full extent of my being and if to him, thats not enough, then i don't know what is. I smile because i know that life goes on. My life goes on. And my experiences have made me strong.

Bunny is growing up.

Charo, thanks for the very interesting conversation last night. You. are. such. a. friend. We are, indeed, growing up. mwah!

Bunny @ Monday, December 02, 2002

about moi

Loves the beach, wishes she had more time and money to travel, recently got hooked to climbing mountains, reads anything she can get her hands on, frustrated writer, adores her 3-year-old Lhasa Apso, Tashi, constantly needs caffeine, ~~wonders when she'll quit smoking~~, and will most likely die due to liver complications from drinking too much ~~(if the cigarettes doesn't get to her lungs first)~~. Can't live without accessories especially big, dangling earrings, shoe freak (aren't we all?), sucker for discovering hole-in-the-wall restaurants, will ingest anything spicy, enjoys giving and receiving massages, addicted to Friends, Sex and the City and CSI, goes gaga over kids, dreams of being alone with Jim Morrison and smoking a joint with Bob Marley. Would love to party with Gwen Stefani, shop with Patricia Field, write poetry with Maya Angelou and have Sting, Nelson Mandela, Mark Twain and Bono over for dinner.

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